what happened to me?????

"Good humor is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keep friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direct route to serenity and contentment." by Greenville Kleisser

i guess i don't get that "tonic", feeling so bad and down lately. it wasn't good because i will be moody easily and too sensitive in stupid and nonsense things! wargh.......i really need something to distract me being jobless, somehow useless and low self-esteem! owh damn! but don't worry, that "hot-tempered" manner is being under controlled. i guess i am better to control my emotion which means i don't easily get mad to peoples that is nothing to do with my messy problems!

huhuhu..........

"Pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world."

C.S. Lewis

i wish for the silver lining to come in my way very soon. i wish..i hope and i pray for it..amin..