my cross stitch.

yeay yeay..tinggal 1% jak lagi mau siap..

cant wait to post it here. i can assure that this sencond one is more beautiful than the previous one! hahahahaha..

~feeling good for 3 days..~

thanks for making my life happier for 3 days on row. really appreciate it and i am hoping for a better future in our relationship. thanks thanks and thanks! love it!

~twentyfiveyearsold~

i am 25?? thanks for the buddies for wishing my birthday on 14th. ;-)
wargh..quarter century already. gotta plan the wish list for 2010 to accomplish. huhuhu..must do ni..

~ a little bit frustrated~ grrr......

i have been tagged by my friend in facebook regarding to the posting location. huargh!!! sdikit geram and speechless..huhuhu...bila keep thinking about this thing, i become suddenly moody which is something that i want to avoid. (&*^*&$%!!) The note tagged by my friend is as below;

Huh!!! korg sume mesti xnk dgr apa yg bakal aku kabo... aku mmg dh rasa nak jual rojak je depan umah... aku n Indra akhir2 ni telah berusaha mencari org yg plg tepat utk di tanya pasal posting n boleh dipercayai kesahihannya... alkisahnya begini:

mcm yg korg tau, indra dh mtk penerangan dr pihak KPM dan mereka suruh kita tggu surat posting. lepas tu, tmbhnye lg 4 jan adalah tarikh posting. sume org hepi dgr info ni. tp mst tak hepi bila korg teruskan membaca note ni.aku harap korg tabahkan hati dan berdoa banyak2. setelah mencuba, Indra dpt call direct kat org yg masukkan nama2 untuk DPLI dalam sistem KPM. Bila indra tya pasal semakan, org KPM tu ckp "SAYA X DPT PUN SENARAI NAMA DPLI... XDE BERITA TTG DPLI"... korg dah start cuak ke... aku smbg eh... Indra tya, pengurusan tahun2 lepas mcmana???... "SENARAI NAMA AKAN SAMPAI PADA SAYA, NAMA2 TU SAYA YG MASUKKAN, TP SMPI SKRG XDE INFO PASAL DPLI, KPLI ADA LAH, NAMA DAH DIMASUKKAN".... tersentap jntg gue beb... aku rasa sakit ati yg teramat sgt dgr jawapan tu... mmg org yg indra call tu x salah... knp la dorg buat DPLI klu xde duit nak byr gaji... mmg tu yg aku dgr sentiasa... KPM xde duit... KPM xde duit... bohsan la... mcmana skrg ni kgkawan... apakah nasib kita lepas ni T_T

i donno what else to say. i txt msging my friend who was the teacher from the same product as mine (last year) she told me she got the letter later than her other friend, and call KPM to get clear about her posting location. It happend on the last week in december. so just waiting until end of the december...or should i call KPM by myself.? it was so damn, being jobless in the age like this and i sooo hate it. Regretness will not help me settle this mess. and i am trying hard to get the hell out of this mess.

God, pls helps me get through this mess...huhuhu..

~men are from mars and women are from venus~

trying my best to read this book. hopefully this book helps ;-)
hahahahha~

just a news.~

I got a call from my friend about and hour ago..Don’t know to classify it as a good news or bad news, lol.. one of my DPLI classmate called KPM to ask about our posting location. and the KPM officer told him that the KPM will send us a letter 2 weeks before the school opening which will be 4 january. They told us that we don’t have to check it through internet because we finished the course earlier than KPLI, and the ministry has plenty time to post the letter to DPLI candidates. Compare to the KPLI students, they just finished their course days ago..

erm. so where I will be posted? I choose for Johor and Selangor. and I don’t mind being posted anywhere as long as I will be comfortable and can be connected to the world outside..tulung la jgn terlampau ceruk until I cannot use broadband or telephone..how sadis la kalo itu mcm..

so just wait and see. It will be 2 weeks ahead from now. And hopefully I will be okay with the content of the letter once it reached my postbox. erm..;-)

cross stitch ku..;-)

the yellow one yang suda siap..so excited to start the second one. excited because the second one byk kaler merah!!;-) yeah yeah..

me and sis plan to make chocolate orange marble cake..erm..the one me and sri successfully made last month.hehehe..wish us luck k. hahahah

~aidiladha..~ (26.11.09)

Raya Aidiladha is coming nearer…Although our family’s celebration for Aidiladha is not happening compare to Aidilfitri, but this kind of event is an opportunity to gather the family members who stay apart from each other. However, this year celebration will not gather all my siblings here at Pontian because some of them will be celebrating the Aidiladha at their in-laws hometown. It is okay then. Only three of my siblings will be here on Aidiladha, Me, my sister and her family, and my younger sister. My brother is going to celebrate his Aidiladha at Terengganu, Uda at Dengkil and Andaq at Kuching. The best part is, all of us will be gathered at Kampong after Aidiladha. My brother will be at Johore on 2nd December and will be followed by Uda and Andaq who will be back here on 3rd.

Actually my nieces are staying with me and my parents here at Kampung. Wargh… I don’t know what to say..They are so naughty and it’s kind a useless while talking to them. They can simply ignore and pretending to not hearing what you are saying to them. Know what, you can feel like you are talking alone or I can say you just talking to yourself! From previous experience, I think they are not naughtier than they are now. So lazy and Huhuhu..mau lempang pon teda guna suda ooowwwhh… so just ignore and anggap jak nothings happen! mmg bikin panas!!! When they were small, they were so adorable. tp bila suda besar..mmg gitu ka budak lelaki? nakal berabiss tu!

Just put a full stop about them. I still continue with my cross stitch…yeah..The first project is successfully complete!! yeay!! And now I am doing the second one and the target is to be completed before My December.;-) Can’t wait to see you on My December! ;-*

I think is the best time to stop now. I am going to kitchen to help my mom and see you in my next post. ;-)

cross stitch..

i am so excited to start my new project on cross stitch stuff after left it for a week during my vacation at Sabah..yeah.. erm..sooner or later i will put the progress pic in this blog.hahahah..the title of the current cross stitch project is "Winter Poinsettia"..;-)

actually i am just a little step to complete the first cross Stitch project "Spring Daffodils"..tapi kehabisan benang la plak...and i search at pekan pon teda tu benang punya kaler..so it is kinda stuck there..btw, lets continue with the new one..because there are another two projects ma which are "Autumn Grapevine" and "Summer Roses".

The picture posted is "Spring Daffodils."
So lets doing Winter Poinsetta !!

yeah yeah yeah!!

The smiling week~ 6.11.09 until 14.11.09~

Thanks to my beloved ones for making my life so000 happy while enjoying my vacation at sabah..;-) Starting from the reunion of ex-smeshian 1997-2001 at Beringgis Resort, recalling back the memories at SMESH KK, continue with the trip to Simpang Mengayau, Kudat, have a blast visit at Kg.Karangan Baru, Tenom to see riza n her baby, adam haziq and we went to Tamparuli to leave our step on Jambatan Tamparuli..All these activities were done from Saturday until Wednesday without any stop bah..hahaha..

The excitement while having the activities during the reunion was something that I cannot forget for the rest of my life. I haven’t seen some of my friends for nearly 8 years ago and this kind of opportunity is something that I really appreciate. The Sukaneka part la yang paling syiok because my group is the biggest winner among the other 4 groups participated. Although digelar “kumpulan buyuk” but we manage to win bigger than the other.hahahah!! Group 5 members are me, Zeehan, Fadhlina, Frankie and Amelza’s hubby, Mit. thanks to all! ;-) You guys were sporting n rocks!

The following we went to SMESH to see how Smesh is looking right now. Recalling back the memories at school, the playground, the classes, ‘anjung budi’, dewan seri kinabalu, the dewan makan,the KOOP…wahahahahha…menyentuh perasaan betul..tia sangka suda almost 8 years we left school..Dewan makan pun makin cantik, sink ala2 mcm d hotel, byk building yang suda kena cat smula..tp yg tia syiok girl’s hostel is now becoming boy’s hostel..so we cannot see the previous room lar.. but nevermind la tu. at least kami sempat bergambar di academic block..;-) we were five at that time. me, Surayya, Sri, Mlynd and Zeehan..;-) After that, sempat la kami pigi pasar pilipin to buy some souvenirs..

Then the journey continues with me, Surayya n Sri heading to Simpang Mengayau, Kudat which is the Tip Of Borneo…the journey mmg agak jauh, tp thank God we finally get there and took some pictures..the sea was so amazing, clean, jernih n sooooo blue..wish I can swimming in there tp cuaca teramatla panas..yg penting we just land our foot at Simpang Mengayau!;-)

Actually, we don’t plan to go to Tenom. The idea was just crossed on our mind. Perhaps we don’t see Riza since we left school and the good thing is she is not attending the reunion because of delivering her first baby, Adam Haziq. Thank God the baby was soo adorable and healthy during our visit. Really small, the weight is only 2.5kg.. nevermind la janji baby n mummy sehat.. We lepak2 at Riza’s house for nearly 3 hours and then going back to KK the same day. wah…pertemuan antara hot mama n hot aunties..;-) Will never be forgotten..!! *sigh*

We went to Tamparuli the next day..apa lagi, sebab mau menjejakkan kaki on the Jambatan Tamparuli la…hahahah..sempat jugak kami singgah at Pantai Dalit to have our lunch..the Pantai pun cantik and as usual we never forget to take a picture there! hahahaha….surayya went back to KL the same day and leave the penganggur, me n sri la at KK…that nite I spent a time with my matrix friend at Tg. Aru n sri at her uncle’s house.;-)

Then come Thursday..kira Lepak Day for me n Sri after having a long driving for 3days consecutively…and someone I terribly miss so much also came to KK and we met that night and having a chit chat with the other buddies. After sent him and his friend to the hotel near Putatan, we all were decided to catch a movie kunun but unfortunately there is no 2012 movie tickets left for us. Fully booked lar..lol.. so we split and me and him heading to KK and lepaking and having conversation..punya la lama nda jupa..and I really missing those moments we spent together..;-)

Then kundasang!! we went there on Friday. with my boo, sri, imah and mlynd.. sadis la sbb my bf dibuli oleh kwn2 ku yg hardcore..bah, sepa suruh pendiam kan…hahahha..of course dia mental sbb kami mcm org gila dlm kereta dia..menyanyi kuat, mengutuk urang2 dll..hahahah…sabar jak la ya..jarang2 dpt kami gini..;-) smpi sana kundasang, kami recall jgk memory masa form 4..ya la time tu naik gunung jgk kan…syiok la dpt pigi sana..kundasang still cold n the air is still refreshing like before…as usual, gmbr kenangan nda kan dilupakan utk diambil..;-) mlm tu plak we all watched movie 2012.punya nda syiok sbb terlampau panas sbb rmi betul org..aku rs crita tu buhsan dan aku tertidur dlm tu cinema..maybe I was too exhausted plus the movie was not attracting me n make me fall asleep.lol!

My flight was the next day early in the morning! 6.55am..sadis..supposed to be 8.20am but Airasia rescheduled it and my flight has to be earlier. Tension!! kalo la aku tau dia mau dtg for sure aku balik lewat sket..huhuhu..tia pa la tu. Whatever it is, thanks to everyone for a great companionship n to u my dear, I appreciated your long way to meet me at KK...Till we meet again and I’m looking forward to see you next time. muah muah muah!!

welcome november.~

wah..i think the time is working too fast that somehow only 4 days left to join my high school reunion.hahaha..i admit that the feeling is pretty exciting, i haven't met some of my closest friends for almost 7 years.and how can i miss this opportunity!! perhaps i have no idea how is KK looks like right now.;-p

and i am totally happy to spend days with my good buddies around KL.haha.sri n sue, u guys were so amazing and crazy!! let's rock KK nnt.haha

as far as i'm not concern, i left school for nearly a month right now.nyahahah...amazingly, i dont miss the students at my practical school like my other friends who said 'missing them so much' la whatever la..sound annoying.what can i say, yeah maybe they have some how soft heart kot.lol.let them be.but i miss teaching students.i got irritated by my previous students who text messaging me several times.and they gave up when i not replied.hahahah.entah la.zaman dlu2 tidak la plak aku kerajinan meng' contact ' guru2 practica ms aku di skolal.hehehe...maybe skang students pon suda ada hp, maka kerajinan meng 'sms' cikgu.tia pa la tuh.small matter.just leave it la.

for the time being, i dont feel boring staying at home.so i dont get it when my friends said that they were totally boring stay at home and cannot wait to get working! hahahah! enjoy la long holidays before u get hard to smell it while u get back working nnt.kan kan kan..how to prevent boring? senang saja ba. i read books and i do cross stitch.wahaha..at least i have something cute to be sticked on my parents' wall ;-) *sigh* i guess this month full or travelling.hopefully my parents wish to visit singapore will be a reality.pasport already ada ma.and wish to go there with my sisters.it must be more interesting sbb boleh buat sesuka hati!!;-P hehehe..

and then come december..cant wait to see my december.erm.i miss u.and terribly miss u !

please..!

tolong la. malas nya nak postponed lagi observation by guru pembimbing. otak da penat.kalo ngaja biasa2 ja teda hal..tp memikirkan induction set tu yg payah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wargh!

satu hal yg x best aku mengantuk di kala ini...at first, i wondered why i feel sleepy rite now...owh...now i know...rupanya tadi aku makan ketupat palas (pulut) dengan serunding masa jamuan raya kelas 1K tadi...makan byk pulut plak tu...mengantukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...

~raya~raya~

wah..just another 2days to go home..my bus will be thursday nite..wah!! sampai friday early in the morning...for sure sakit punggung duduk terlampau lama dlm bus..;-( mau sahur lagi dlm bus...tp nda pa la, johor punya sungkai awal..;-)

beberapa kejadian yg kurg menarik terjadi arini..supposed my guru pembimbing kena observe my maths teaching tp unfortunately she cant make it..ada meeting pengurusan and she didnt observe me today!!! bukan apa, nnt after raya i will be observed twice by my guru pembimbing..aduih malas owh nk prepare gempak2 lagi utk PnP...lalalala~last observation by my lecturer will be after raya too...so there will be 3 observations...huhuhu...

after raya there will be 2 weeks only for us to be at school before we complete our practical...so i am not sure la can make it or not..
dont want to think about that anymore..i just want get back HOME and spend the holiday with my family...

bon jovi~all about loving you~

best nya kalo my bf propose me like this video.lol..

the rayer is around the corner...;-)

tik tok tik tok...rayer is around the corner..sedar x sedar tinggal less than 2 weeks to celebrate the eid mubarak..i had to admit that this year punya fasting month really pendek...rs mcm sekejap sgt puasa..maybe kerana kesibukan atau terlalu fikirkan school stuff..hohohoh..

xkesah la ape2pon, yang penting i cant wait to get back home..my bus will be next thursday 8.30pm and arrive at JB in early friday in the morning...wargh,...sakit la punggung duduk dlm bus 10-11jam....hohohoho...
yg penting, bawak balik baju2 kurung..sebab after holidays, i will be at school for another 2weeks only!!! yahooo!!! so kena get rid barang sedikit demi sedikit...;-)

owh ya, bwk balik biskut2 raya...this year my mum dont wanna do cookies..hhahaha...so kuih 'tunjuk-tunjuk' seja...hahahha...
hopefully all my siblings will be able to gather ramai2 mcm previous raya...tapi xtau la dpt gather smua enam tu ka nda...

that picture was taken during eid mubarak 2006...3 years ago...dpt ka kumpul cmni lagi...erm...

boring day~~

today was a very boring day..lalala~lapo da, thank god i bring the jacob biscuit..tenkiu jacob biscuit..hahaha...sleepy da.i can see my room at home is calling me .;-p

as usual, no class on wednesday..i supposed to have MANY RELIEF classes but surprisingly i got only 2 relief classes.. itu pon jaga kelas 5S punya trial spm..boring gak la sebab ekonomi 1 punya paper..dah la x paham satu menda pon..yg aku igt duti import nampak dengan duti import tak nampak.apakah??

so while observing the students who having trial,i txt messaging my sisters and my friend.alalal~mmg tahap dewa punya bosan..ptg ni mau makan apakah..? balik ni mkn megi sedap jugak owh..

final destination tonite..

actually i already opened my blog account before but unfortunately i totally forget the password and etc..demmit.. but nevermind just starting new life..ops starting new blog and share something that happen to my life..lalalala~

tonite my friends and i will be watching the latest of film THE FINAL DESTINATION..erm..i watched all the sequels and hopefully this latest movie will be better than the previous ones. i am not a big fan of final destination, but just wanna hang out with my buddies..i think the last time i watched movie in cinema was the last month...(how pity..) pity because i am a movie freak..lol.

my friend is on her way to catch me n fauziah..will tell about the movie later..;-)