when my tuesday will be a good-day?

tia tau la napa my tuesday slalu nya nda best. i mean at school..huhuhu..when masuk jak itu kelas munY** 1E and 1F pasti aku sgt susah mau control itu kelas...tersgt nakal and entahla...

who has any idea to handle those munY** classes??????????????? most of them are from peralihan kelas .they understand malay and english, but buat2 nda paham bila we give instruction. sgt bikin panas. i really wish someone take over those classes. maybe because of sivik jak aku ajar itu class so they show less respect to me. please God, give me some spirit.

menu dinner nasi gor kg. pedas la jgk tp agak dry itu nasi, so nda abes aku makan. nda pa la at least dpt isi perut. one bad news is i still dont get my SALARIES. bukan salary tapi salaries. itu kerani PPD mmg B**** adakah akaun aku di salah masuk nombor nya. ish..ikut hati mmg panas jak ni..ya la.spjg aku kerja di mana2 before this my gaji never tertunggak for 3 months..ish pikir la ba..buat la kerja bgs2. jgn menganiaya org..what u give, u get back!!!! thank god i live with my uncle, so smua dia kasi free...tapi malu la bah jugak kan!! tolongggggggggggg

one of my good friends masuk wad sbb denggi. adei na..musim denggi plak ni kan..hope she'll be better very soon..pada kwn2 yg lain, sila jaga kesihatan ah. jgn la kna penyakit2 mcm2 yg menular ni..

ok jam 9 should be blog-off. kena smbung menanda buku(my target kna abeskan tanda mlm ini)

btw, target aku utk complete tanda paper moral utk 1D and 1B sudah tercapai ptg tadi di skola!!! yeah..my friend told me aku ni mcm kerja kilang plak ada target2..hahahaha..well, sudah terbiasa kerja kilang kan..lol...

okay tata!

april mode~april writing.

trying hard to start blogging. lol. a lot of things happened lately. and i assume not so good things. that's why no mood to blogging even face booking. paling2 pun baca thread my BFF.

tomorrow will be 2nd monthly test for my school.. hopefully my students will do better than the previous test. especially for those who are taking mathematics. please la, score high!! at least improve their own grade..insya allah. Good luck!

being 2 weeks away make my students naughty owh..penat la jgk ajar budak skola nih. bukan apa sometimes i keep repeating many things at same time. adoi..i wish every student have more than 2 ears and i can record my voice, so that when they asked me same question over and over again, i can simply press the recorder; rewind, play, play and rewind. ;-p walaupon aku suda rasa aku cukup garang tapi tetap jugak kena april fools from my student. kurg asam.i wasnt get mad, i took it as he was brave enough to make me somehow sengih that day. ;-)

yg tidak best my penolong kanan 1 mau observe aku mengjr skali nda jadila...adoi mls mau susun schedule smula. apa kata itu PK 1 kasi jak aku 80% without obeserve.of course cannot! melainkan mlap jadi PK1 ituw.lol..owh.i wish!

somehow my other problem still unsettled yet. entah la. susah jgk rupanya when the relationship is not getting the parents' blessing. entah la. i dont have that gut to tell my parents. i really wish i have!! i love him and i love my parents.erm..i am hoping God gives me some signal so that i can make the best decision for my life and for the ones i love! pray for the best of me..amin.

that's all for today. going to check my students' book plus watching tv.

adei...

lama suda tidak update..mlap tolongggggggggggggggggggggg;-p
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what happened to me?????

"Good humor is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keep friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direct route to serenity and contentment." by Greenville Kleisser

i guess i don't get that "tonic", feeling so bad and down lately. it wasn't good because i will be moody easily and too sensitive in stupid and nonsense things! wargh.......i really need something to distract me being jobless, somehow useless and low self-esteem! owh damn! but don't worry, that "hot-tempered" manner is being under controlled. i guess i am better to control my emotion which means i don't easily get mad to peoples that is nothing to do with my messy problems!

huhuhu..........

"Pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world."

C.S. Lewis

i wish for the silver lining to come in my way very soon. i wish..i hope and i pray for it..amin..

my cross stitch.

yeay yeay..tinggal 1% jak lagi mau siap..

cant wait to post it here. i can assure that this sencond one is more beautiful than the previous one! hahahahaha..

~feeling good for 3 days..~

thanks for making my life happier for 3 days on row. really appreciate it and i am hoping for a better future in our relationship. thanks thanks and thanks! love it!

~twentyfiveyearsold~

i am 25?? thanks for the buddies for wishing my birthday on 14th. ;-)
wargh..quarter century already. gotta plan the wish list for 2010 to accomplish. huhuhu..must do ni..