what happened to me?????

"Good humor is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keep friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direct route to serenity and contentment." by Greenville Kleisser

i guess i don't get that "tonic", feeling so bad and down lately. it wasn't good because i will be moody easily and too sensitive in stupid and nonsense things! wargh.......i really need something to distract me being jobless, somehow useless and low self-esteem! owh damn! but don't worry, that "hot-tempered" manner is being under controlled. i guess i am better to control my emotion which means i don't easily get mad to peoples that is nothing to do with my messy problems!

huhuhu..........

"Pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world."

C.S. Lewis

i wish for the silver lining to come in my way very soon. i wish..i hope and i pray for it..amin..

my cross stitch.

yeay yeay..tinggal 1% jak lagi mau siap..

cant wait to post it here. i can assure that this sencond one is more beautiful than the previous one! hahahahaha..

~feeling good for 3 days..~

thanks for making my life happier for 3 days on row. really appreciate it and i am hoping for a better future in our relationship. thanks thanks and thanks! love it!

~twentyfiveyearsold~

i am 25?? thanks for the buddies for wishing my birthday on 14th. ;-)
wargh..quarter century already. gotta plan the wish list for 2010 to accomplish. huhuhu..must do ni..

~ a little bit frustrated~ grrr......

i have been tagged by my friend in facebook regarding to the posting location. huargh!!! sdikit geram and speechless..huhuhu...bila keep thinking about this thing, i become suddenly moody which is something that i want to avoid. (&*^*&$%!!) The note tagged by my friend is as below;

Huh!!! korg sume mesti xnk dgr apa yg bakal aku kabo... aku mmg dh rasa nak jual rojak je depan umah... aku n Indra akhir2 ni telah berusaha mencari org yg plg tepat utk di tanya pasal posting n boleh dipercayai kesahihannya... alkisahnya begini:

mcm yg korg tau, indra dh mtk penerangan dr pihak KPM dan mereka suruh kita tggu surat posting. lepas tu, tmbhnye lg 4 jan adalah tarikh posting. sume org hepi dgr info ni. tp mst tak hepi bila korg teruskan membaca note ni.aku harap korg tabahkan hati dan berdoa banyak2. setelah mencuba, Indra dpt call direct kat org yg masukkan nama2 untuk DPLI dalam sistem KPM. Bila indra tya pasal semakan, org KPM tu ckp "SAYA X DPT PUN SENARAI NAMA DPLI... XDE BERITA TTG DPLI"... korg dah start cuak ke... aku smbg eh... Indra tya, pengurusan tahun2 lepas mcmana???... "SENARAI NAMA AKAN SAMPAI PADA SAYA, NAMA2 TU SAYA YG MASUKKAN, TP SMPI SKRG XDE INFO PASAL DPLI, KPLI ADA LAH, NAMA DAH DIMASUKKAN".... tersentap jntg gue beb... aku rasa sakit ati yg teramat sgt dgr jawapan tu... mmg org yg indra call tu x salah... knp la dorg buat DPLI klu xde duit nak byr gaji... mmg tu yg aku dgr sentiasa... KPM xde duit... KPM xde duit... bohsan la... mcmana skrg ni kgkawan... apakah nasib kita lepas ni T_T

i donno what else to say. i txt msging my friend who was the teacher from the same product as mine (last year) she told me she got the letter later than her other friend, and call KPM to get clear about her posting location. It happend on the last week in december. so just waiting until end of the december...or should i call KPM by myself.? it was so damn, being jobless in the age like this and i sooo hate it. Regretness will not help me settle this mess. and i am trying hard to get the hell out of this mess.

God, pls helps me get through this mess...huhuhu..

~men are from mars and women are from venus~

trying my best to read this book. hopefully this book helps ;-)
hahahahha~

just a news.~

I got a call from my friend about and hour ago..Don’t know to classify it as a good news or bad news, lol.. one of my DPLI classmate called KPM to ask about our posting location. and the KPM officer told him that the KPM will send us a letter 2 weeks before the school opening which will be 4 january. They told us that we don’t have to check it through internet because we finished the course earlier than KPLI, and the ministry has plenty time to post the letter to DPLI candidates. Compare to the KPLI students, they just finished their course days ago..

erm. so where I will be posted? I choose for Johor and Selangor. and I don’t mind being posted anywhere as long as I will be comfortable and can be connected to the world outside..tulung la jgn terlampau ceruk until I cannot use broadband or telephone..how sadis la kalo itu mcm..

so just wait and see. It will be 2 weeks ahead from now. And hopefully I will be okay with the content of the letter once it reached my postbox. erm..;-)